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:: 24.7.08 ::

~ percayalah wahai sahabat..~ (PART 1)

khas buat sahabat2 skuad Wajadiri MMU Cyber 08 yg dikasihi :)~
(download link lagu2 di hujung posting ni)

Mariah Carey & Whitney Houston - When You Believe

http://youtube.com/watch?v=CxIN79n4jVo

Many nights we've prayed
With no proof anyone could hear
In our hearts a hopeful song
We barely understood

Now we are not afraid
Although we know there's much to fear
We were moving mountains long
Long before we knew we could

There can be miracles, when you believe
Though hope is frail, it's hard to kill
Who knows what miracles you can achieve
When you believe, somehow you will
You will when you believe

In this time of fear
When prayers so often prove in vain
Hope seems like the summer birds
So swiftly flown away

Yet now I'm standing here
My heart's so full I can't explain
Seeking faith and speaking words
I never thought I'd say

There can be miracles, when you believe(When you believe)
Though hope is frail, it's hard to kill
Who knows what miracles you can achieve(You can achieve)
When you believe, somehow you will
You will when you believe

They don't always happen when you ask
And it's easy to give in to your fears
But when your blinded by your pain
Can't see your way straight through the rain
A small but still,resilient voice
Says love is very near

There can be miracles(miracles)
When you believe(when you believe)
Though hope is frail(through hope is frail)
Its hard to kill(it's hard to kill)
Who knows what miracles you can achieve
When you believe
Somehow you will
Somehow you will
You will when you believe

You will when you believe
You will when you believe

David Archuleta's Version

R Kelly - I Believe I Can Fly

I used to think that I could not go on
And life was nothing but an awful song
But now I know the meaning of true love
I'm leaning on the everlasting arms

If I can see it, then I can do it
If I just believe it, there's nothing to it

I believe I can fly
I believe I can touch the sky
I think about it every night and day
Spread my wings and fly away
I believe I can soar
I see me running through that open door
I believe I can fly
I believe I can fly
I believe I can fly

See I was on the verge of breaking down
Sometimes silence can seem so loud
There are miracles in life I must achieve
But first I know it starts inside of me, oh

If I can see it, then I can do it
If I just believe it, there's nothing to it

Hey, cuz I believe in me, oh

If I can see it, then I can be it
If I just believe it, there's nothing to it

Hey, if I just spread my wings
I can fly
I can fly
I can fly, hey
If I just spread my wings
I can fly

DOWNLOAD LINKS
mariah carey & whitney houston - when you believe.mp3
David Archuleta - When You Believe Studio Version.mp3
r kelly - r kelly - i believe i can fly space jam.mp3

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:: 22.7.08 ::

~ note to self..~

-these movies are quite interesting, record if can :
1) history boys
2) summer school (betul ke title ni? huhu)

- dont miss dark knight at the cinemas.. n watch it with someone..

- dont postpone anything that u can do earlier.. pls self.. DONT FORGET THIS!!

- QUIT BEING A LAZY ARSE!! huhu

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:: 21.7.08 ::

~ fikrah aku, kau & dia..~

hari tu sedang berbincang masalah seorang sahabat.. dia menyebut tentang fikrah, katanya lebih kurang begini :
"mungkin fikrah aku & dia berbeza.."
aku agak terkejut bila dia sebut perkataan fikrah.. terus aku tersebut :
"wah.. dah lame tak dengar orang sebut fikrah ni ahaha"
kemudian kami berdua tergelak besar.. mungkin terkenang suatu zaman yg membentuk fikrah kami.. yg asalnya sama.. mungkin berbeza tempat dan masa..

fikrah maksudnya pemikiran atau cara berfikir seseorang (kalo x silap aku, jika silap betulkan hehe).. ada juga yg menyebut fikrah sebagai idea..

ya memang fikrah kita sering berbeza.. fikrah seseorang selalu mula terbentuk pertamanya; cara didikan atau asuhan sejak kecil, sekolah, universiti etc.. keduanya; persatuan, pergerakan, fahaman atau kumpulan yg diikuti.. ketiganya; pekerjaan seseorang.. keempatnya; pengalaman seseorang dalam melalui perjalanan hidupnya..

jadi seseorang yang mungkin fikrahnya sebegini semasa awal hidup sehingga remajanya, boleh berubah menjadi sebegitu setelah memasuki universiti.. kemudian berubah lagi apabila menyertai persatuan, pergerakan atau kumpulan.. kemudian evolusi fikrah akan terus berlaku apabila memasuki alam pekerjaan.. bergaul dgn bermacam golongan.. dan seterusnya meningkat umurnya.. berkahwin.. bertambah pengalaman dan lebih matang..

fikrah aku dan sahabatku yg tersebut boleh dikatakan lebih kurang sama.. kerana mungkin cara asuhan keluarga dan sistem pendidikan yang lebih kurang sama.. tetapi selalu dapat dilihat pada seseorang.. tahap kehidupan mana dalam hidupnya yang membentuk fikrahnya sekarang.. selalunya proses pembentukan pada tahap kehidupannya itu yang paling penting & berkesan dalam hidupnya sehingga ia kekal.. wallahua'lam..

lalu apakah persoalan yg berbangkit mengenai fikrah ini..
adakah orang yang fikrahnya berbeza, susah untuk memahami satu sama lain.. atau kita yang enggan memahami?
adakah fikrah yang berbeza itu salah.. atau kita yang salah menghakiminya?
atau adakah kita menghukum seseorang itu berdasarkan fikrahnya?

banyak lagi persoalan yg mungkin timbul atau berbangkit..
tetapi akhirnya ingatlah bahawa setiap fikrah itu ada asalnya.. dan setiap yang mmpunyai asal itu mengikut fitrah.. yang akhirnya sudah tentu berjalan mengikut sunnatullah.. yang akhirnya juga bergerak dengan keizinanNya.. tidak bergerak yang tergerak tanpa izin Empunya gerak.. maka digerakkan fikrahku sehingga berbuahlah ia disini..

jd berbalik kepada masalah sahabat aku ni... jalan penyelesaian x juga dpt ditemui pada hari yg sama, sehingga mengalir airmatanya selepas selesai solat asar... sedih dan sebak aku mengenangkan keadaan seorang sahabat yg dlm kesusahan, masalah dan ujian yg datang bertimpa2.. kerana aku pernah melalui keadaan yg lebih kurang sama.. tetapi aku ikhtiarkan juga.. selepas subuh hari berikutnya aku cadangkan beberapa jln penyelesaian yang mungkin dalam 1 sms yg panjang lebar.. alhamdulillah diterima.. moga2 diselesaikan masalahnya dan diberi ketenangan kepada hati dan jiwanya aminn.. dengan izinNya insyaAllah.. kerana ketenangan dan penyelesaian, malah masalah dan ujian datang dan pergi dengan limpah kurnia dan izinNya.. tiada daya dan kekuatan kita tanpa Dia..

La haula walaa quwwata illa billah..~

wallahua'lam..

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:: 17.7.08 ::

~ the ironically ironic ikan 3 rasa..~

sangat ironic..
thats what my friend said when we were lepak2 minum at mamak just a few hours ago.. i ask him what was so ironic.. he said:
"last night debate (between anwar ibrahim & shabery) was a good sign for democracy in Malaysia,
n then suddenly today they arrest him (anwar ibrahim) using 20 officers, some of them in masks, we will be the laughing stock of the civilized world"
thats what he said with a cynical grin..
well what do you know.. thats how things goes in Malaysia.. you can have two or more totally different flavours together, like ikan 3 rasa, asam masin or jeruk(lapa la plak huhu).. soo.. lu pk la sendirii!!

some updates regarding the much talked about debate yesterday(except of course not so highly regarded in the mass-utusan-tv3 media) :

1) who won actually? a result of a poll done by MalaysiaKini
http://malaysiakini.com/news/86203

2) d whole debate on youtube.. do watch..
http://youtube.com/watch?v=wyJ_mFB3OQk&feature=related

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:: 16.7.08 ::

~ the history & the gift..~

the history of semalam..~

semalam..

aku tgk debat kt tv9 sbb astro x on2 blk walaupn dh baya.. dh baya kn sawi kn?
title debat : "hari ni bentuk kerajaan, esok turun harga minyak!"
debat tu mmg aku dh tggu lame.. sejak dpt tau debat tu on.. aku siap set reminder..
mule2 aku mmg saspek x on la debat tu.. anwar kot.. tp alhamdulillah on..
x sia2 aku x pegi memane huhu..
it was quite a historical moment in Malaysian media history.. esp. for media prima.. n who knows maybe this will be a start of a new political openness of the mass media in our beloved country.. wallahua'lam.. a fair summary of d debate can be read at malaysiakini.com ..
n d result of d debat to me was quite obvious..
it wouldnt be, if ur a hard headed old skool penyokong parti watever..
if u happen to watch it or have watched it.. think about it.. really2 think about it..
its not about corporations, about leaders or allegiance.. its about YOU..
YOU and the PEOPLE YOU LOVE.. n how all this oil thing is gonna affect us the people.. so think about it.. n decide by yourselves..
if u havent watched it.. i guarantee u can find it on youtube earliest today..
or u can catch it again on astro awani.. their playing re-runs.. even got 2 shows after that to discuss d debate (terase mcm 8 march 2008 all over again haha naiss :P~)

semalam juga..~

aku merempit ke putrajaya b4 midnite.. to help a friend.. n hopefully make a tiny bit of cash(cari rezeki :P~) for servicing a laptop.. which belongs to a friend of his.. dat fren of mine cought the fever huhu.. but theres sume good news.. ahhaa.. there maybe love in the air.. dat was great news! its been a while la kn to hear dat from him since the last one haha :P~.. he said theyre just friends.. will get to know each other, find things they have in common etc.. n then who knows.. and he says, and i quote "we cannot be to choosy" in choosing.. find one that fits.. n stick to it.. in a good way la helloooo.. henti kn la pk bukan2 tu haha :P~
ha btw.. lupe nak update.. acai dh betunang wehh!! akhirnyaa!! :D~ great news also.. so maybe who knows.. finally KJLS will close its doors..
but that remains to be seen la kn.. aku masih bicara sendiri neh huhu.. demmit..
and that bit of cash may not make it to my pocket.. cos the laptop seems ok sbnrnye.. we'll see la how.. end of story..~

the gift of hari ini..~

hari ini..
keputusanku untuk mencari sesuatu...
yang aku tak tahu di mana..
mungkin dalam mimpi...~

wallahua'lam..~

syukur pada Allah untuk sejarah semalam & hadiah kehidupan hari ini..~

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:: 13.7.08 ::

~ blogger vs. blog-paster..~

i noticed dat my blog actually contain more pasted stuff than my own huhu.. so i was thinking maybe we'll start a new term : blog-paster = sumone who paste stuff from other people/sites on his/her blog, haha :P~ vs. bloggers..

i'm not a good blogger, a writer apetah lagi.. but sumtimes ideas spring up.. n i just blurb it out
on this url of my own which is termed a blog.. i just read sum of my frens blogs.. n one i kenot open (saje ek ko mam x bg aku bace, mentang2 aa mam hahhaa :P~ *which i jus found out later dats its closed due to unforseen circumstances ye mam :P~) n ifound out most of them contains self written diary style typings of wat happen, their stories n wat not.. i wud like to try to do dat.. jus dat i'm very(change upon request haha :P) d pemalas ok.. but in a good way haha :P~ x paham sudah.. ini blog aku lalala..~

n sum others just pasted wat they like on their blog.. same like me.. n theres sum others who
mix both.. like me oso.. so watever la..

its just dat we tend to clasify or categorize things so we cud or seem or konon2nye to understand them better.. but usually we tend to clasify things especially people to fit our understanding of them.. n that usually results in the mother of all f**k-ups known as assumptions.. so dont classify people.. get to know them.. say hi.. helloo.. smile :D~ greet them.. n then classify them hahaha :P~ no lah.. just be honest.. leave the classifying to the CLASSIFIED section of the newspaper, magazine.. or the dem government.. turun! turun!! (shhh.. jgn repot tau aku ckp cani huhu :P~)

so dont classify me/sumone or judge me or golongkan aku dlm ape2 kategori yg korang nak.. try to know me first.. then u decide lh.. watever u want to decide.. its ur decision..

but i'll try to write/blog/type/paste better stuff.. yg aku nk la kn hehe :P~

wallahua'lam..

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:: 11.7.08 ::

~ butterfingers - kembali ..~

butterfingers will be releasing their latest album titled KEMBALI soon..~

will be in store 3rd - 4th week of july, so save a bit to buy it, its gonna be affordable, tebaekk, cool n watever u wanna call it.. guaranteed.~

butterfingers - kembali album cover..~

"If you noticed at our page (http://butterfingerstheband.blogspot.com/) discography,,we have added k e m b a l i cover. the latest album will look like this. Its easy to find,,but for now,,dont rush to the store yet cause we are listing down the outlet in Malaysia including Sabah Sarawak. There are around 300 retailers and we need some time to compile. Hope you guys R convenience enough wit that.It ll be up for grabs once we send the retailers list asap.

Many Thanks

~dax~"

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~ surat orang rombau nogori 9..

kepado pak lah... PM paling sey sayang...I lap u

namo sey ni KARIM...pengundi bedaftar DUN CHOMBUNG, PARLIMEN
ROMBAU...alaaaa tompek si KERY yg abah'eh JAMALUDIN tuuu...tak kona'????
menantu PAK LAH tu laaaaa....suko bona' sey ngan dio tu...ghaso nk buek
menantu lak...

sey nulih surat ni bukan apo...sajo yor nk ucap'an timo kasih kek pak lah
sobab naik'an hargo minyak ari tu..
lopeh ini bilo hargo minyak naik..hargo barang lain pun naik gak
laaaa...banggo boto' sey ghaso...mcm duduk kek LAS VEGAS lak...HIDUP PAK
LAH!!!!!!!

sey janji ngan pak lah yg sey akan ubah tebiat sey dari makan ikan kombung
yg dah merah menyalo mato'eh & pocah bedorai porut ikan tu pado ikan koring
yor...

sey sanggup bekoban untuk UMNO dan bn..
anak sey yg 7 org tu yg dh buleh buek team futsal tu boleh la bekojo lopeh
sekolah buek bantu mak ayah diorang ni haaa...kok tk b o kojo pun buleh la
jadi mat rompit kek SENAWANG tu...dapek gak la duit sesikit...buleh gak la
menoruskan tradisi keluargo sey ni yg nyokong UMNO dan bn

ghaso2 sey ni nk ubahsuai bilik bilik yg ado kek ghumah sey...nk buek
tompek bolo ikan & tanam sayur cagho hidroponik (apo binchek'eh ni???) sey
tepakso tanam kek dalam bilik sobab sey tingga' kek umah flat...

rebet yg pak lah bagi kek sey memang melampuh2 lobeh'eh dari keperluan
sey..

bilo sey congak2.. sey cumo guno 20 sen yor duit minyak moto sehari.. ado
la untung 21 sen...bak kato si SAIDA AF6 "ok la tuuuu"

sey tak pakai pon keto... sobab bilo minyak naik hargo.. sey kono jual
datsun kotak mancis sey tu.. dapek gak la duit....tokih2 pun ado la
hasil'eh..

team futsal sey tu, sey nak suruh eksesais hari2 berjalan kaki tak pun
naik beska' poie sekolah...ado la 5 km...dokek yor tuuuuu...
walaupon gaji sey ni rm 1000..sbona'eh terlobih cukup untuk keluargo sey...

buek permulaan nk ngubah kehidupan sey..
sey tak akan guno'an gulo bilo buek kopi... tak akan guno'an topung untuk
buek kodok

sey nak ganti'an bogheh ngan ubi... tiap hari sey ngan keluargo akan
berposo (kecuali pado hari hari yg dilarang beposo)
sey akan buek minyak masak sendiri
itu antaro caro sey ngubah caro hidup..
ade banyak laie caro
semuo kerano UMNO dan bn...

dan sey mintak bona' pak lah naik'an laie hargo minyak yg ado..
bukan tu yorrr.. sey mintak bona' naik'an laie hargo tol sobab org sbolah
rumah sey nih org pembangkang...dio slalu guno highway, biar padan muko
dio...tu la...suko bona' nyokong pembangkang...PAKATAN RAKYAT konon...palo
hayah dio tu...

nnt pak lah buleh la melawat sey dan sedokah pado sey solai kain pelikat
bilo dh nak dokek2 pilihanrayo nanti...
insyaallah kain pelikat tu sey nk bubuh dlm frame dahtu gantung kek rumah...
tapi jangan lupo lak.. pak lah sain otogeraf yor kek kain tu....

jgn lupo pak lah.. naik'an laie hargo minyak..
jgn la diturun'an gaji mentori2 tuuu..siannn diorang...kang apo lak anak
bini'eh nk mentodarah....tak dapek pulak nak menyopping sakan kek obe sea tuh...
sey totap nyokong pak lah..

akhir kato biar pak lah sonang, janji kami papo kedano.. hidup UMNO, hidup
bn..

sekian timo kasih..

ps/ sampai'an salam sey kek si KERY samo PATRICK BADAWI tu yor..tak lupo
gak tuan punyo syarikat SCOMI...sapo tah namo'eh...lupo lak...

pocah kaco, pocah golas,
dah baco, harap baleh.

ahahaha.. pocah porot den baco haa :P~
tp ado kobonaran tersirat neh ha..
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