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:: 27.7.04 ::

~ spare ribs?? rusuk mude?? hehe..

ahhaa..
yang bawah ni selalu lupe..
kdg2 x penah perasan pon.. hehe..
tp skrg ni kene perasan2 kan laa..

"A woman came out of a mans' rib...
Not from his feet to be walked on...
Not from his head to be superior...
But from the side to be equal...
under the arm to be protected...
and next to the heart to be loved.. "

thanx to ali (forwarded msg.. kdg2 useful gak kan hehe)

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:: 20.7.04 ::

~ dreams.. engagement?? huhu..

lagu yg layan.. hehe
bau perasan liriks die.. ade cite pasal..
nightmare b4 christmas rupenye..
lagi le minat.. twink twink..
(tq n kredits too jajarudin the string..muahahaa)

this song goes to the nightmare-b4-christmas-purse-i-so-wanna-stroke-her-hair-everyday-girl.. bole aa ek.. hehe.. :p
termimpi la plak.. nasib x basah... muahahahaha..
u never know kan.. dreams have a habit of coming true.. ;) twink twink..
maybe theres more to me n u.. than u n me ever know..
jeng jeng jeng..
selambe weii.. u selambe, i selambee..
it doesnt hurt to try kan?
we'll see what happens.. wont we.. hehe

this ones for u.. that is..
if u ever open my blog la kan.. hehe..

Blink 182
I Miss You

Hello there, the angel from my nightmare
The shadow in the background of the morgue
The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
Where you can always find me
We'll have Halloween on Christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never ends

I miss you I miss you
Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time
And as I stared I counted
Webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you and hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
Stop this pain tonight

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head
miss you miss you..

missing somebody??
this song goes to you too..
susah btol bile ramai yg hilang..
missing..hilang, missing = hilang..
get it.. hehe
huhu..lame joke..
no matter..
enjoy :D

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:: 16.7.04 ::

~ lessons to be learned...

theres a lesson to be learn in everything..
life is a lesson..
learn something from it.. make something out of it
luv is something that u can make out of it..
lets make luv.. yeah baby yeah.. hehe.. ;)

but its true though..
it doesnt always appear out of thin air.. like in the fairy tales..

some lessons .. to be learned..

a walk to remember..

love is always patient and kind..
it is never jealous..
love is never boastful..
nor conceited..
it is never rude or selfish..
it does not take offense..
it is not resentful..
love take no pleasure in other people sins..
it delights in the truth..
it is always ready to excuse..
to trust..
to hope..
and to endure..
whatever comes..

but.. sometimes..
it suxx big time!!..
it stink..
it'll drag u to the ground burning!!

hehe..
but thats the beauty of it..
isnt it.. twink twink ;)

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:: 13.7.04 ::

~ our history X..

hmm.. we all have been living in and through a history of war, hate and bloodshed somewhere in our country's history.. and if u remembered well.. hate is what started all of it..

hate is not a need.. it is not needed.. so why keep it in our hearts.. let it go.. u wont miss it.. although its available for free.. dont take it.. it'll consume u and bring u down with it, burning to the ground..

so.. dont hate.. love each other.. if u r not capable of luv.. dont hate.. practice a good heart.. orang kata.. bersangka baik sesama kite.. its better.. for ur selves and others.. so what if others hate u or feel bad towards u.. do u have to feel the same?? .. they are not our teachers.. as anthony quinn said in Omar Mukhtar.. theyre just wrongly educated.. i belive ur not.. so.. peace bebeh..

this is one of my favourite ending and quote from a movie..
recommended.. watch it and learn.. if u didnt learn anything.. ur no better off than a racist skinhead klu klux klan from the full of hate stupid side of america..

American History X..

".. hate is baggage..
life's too short to be pissed off all the time..
its just not worth it..

.. we are not enemies..
but friends..
we must not be enemies..
though passion may have strained..
we must not break our bonds of affection..
the mystic chord of memories...
will swell and again touched..
and surely they will be..
by the better angel..
of our nature.. "

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:: 11.7.04 ::

~ dia .. huhu

i dont know what got into me this morning.. i tried to sleep but i cant..
the call from her that i missed to pick up.. 2 even.. huhu.. its been bothering me.. ive waited for her call all night.. yet ive been a bumbling fool to miss 2 of her calls just because of the stupid silent mode.. demmit.. entah la.. maybe xde jodoh mlm td.. or maybe i'm just a fool.. hmm.. either way.. demmiitttt!!

the birds have started to chirp.. and the sky is getting blue.. and i still cant close my eyes.. its stuck.. huhu.. haa.. tomorrow i'll surly call her back :)

although shes not a beauty queen.. and when i look at her picture.. i know shes not a beautiful girl that eveyone likes to look at.. thats why i agree that, beauty lies on the inside, but pretty is on the outside.. hehe.. ade beza ek?

i can only pray for what i wish.. but someday.. when the time comes.. i wish only for a smile on her face n happiness in her heart.. aminn..

dan lagu ini ku tujukan untuk dia..

pilih lah aku..
So7

sadarkah kau kusayangi..
sadarkah kau untukmu ku bernyanyi..
terbacakah niat tulus ini..
degup jantung kian terbisiik..

kadang kata tak berarti..
kalau hanya kan sakiti..
diam bukanlah tak ingin..
degup jantung kian terbisik..
tanda cinta yang bersemi..

aku yang kan mencintaimu..
aku yang kan slalu mendampingimu
bila bahagia yang akan kau tuju..
bila butuh cahaya untuk menemanimu..
pilihlah aku...

jangan sempat kan berlalu..
kalau karyaku yang kau tunggu..
jangan hanya aku yang tahu..
aku cinta padamu..
mohon warna jiwaiku...
maukah hidup bersamaku.....

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